Should there come a day, a time where we have to be a part. You are the king, and ruler of my one, my only heart.
Could there be reasons, things and objects which take us in separate directions. One from the other, You are the keeper, director of my tender fragile heart--it's love for you.
I can't help but feel a fire burning, churning and smoldering within....a love like this, Has to be a sin.
Your eyes opened, tore and exposed an ancient, timeless passion in this woman's heart. You are my soulmate; when and if I die before you....I won't enter into heaven's holy gate.
I'll stand, sit or lean along the lightest, most beautiful of love and it's ways...there I will wait.
For you.
I have no authority, no say, over my beating heart. How I will feel when I rise at the start of day. The greatest part of my human existence has taken over; I am weakened
I give in, I surrender.
Lay down my arms.
I have fallen in love, the powers of the heavens above
have paralyzed, crippled and rendered fear
to helpless
to hopeless
to powerless
over my beating heart
How I feel for you. I am falling to the ground
believing
true
perfect
eternal
love is what I've found.
I throw the towel in
put a white flag up.
I cede, concede
and give in
give up. I can't help but be in love with you; I don't want to help but be in love with you. I've run as far away from my heart as I could. I've hidden as far into myself as I could go.
I've denied love,
I've lied to and away love,
buried love and
pushed, shrugged loving off
You've found me anyway,
caught me irregardless,
harnessed, bound and captured me.....I have no control and can't help myself. You've taken my heart off of the coldest-darkest-emptiest shelf. And you've let it go
set it free
touched
held it
kissed it gently
then dropped it, that I
might know myself
see
be and take the leap, take the chance
make a choice and listen to the noise
of love
loving you
next to me. Falling, soaring, flying.
The fear, the lie, the denial and doubt
on the inside of me
altogether dying. Because I am in love, I've surrendered and am vulnerable.
I give in; and am willing to lose, willing to be soft
to be open
to be tender
to expose the innocence, the purity, the beauty and most defenseless inner part of me. I lead no more; I follow love.
I am not in front, am not all knowing, seeing and powerful.
I am a fool.
I am so much as a beggar before the kingdom's of love. So much as a pauper.
Before the palace, the mansion and royal crown a person spends their entire lives seeking, hunting,
looking for and not ever finding.....
I am not the first, I am not the last.
I am lost in love. Lost and found, falling to the ground.
I don't know if you will love me the moment from the next
I don't know if you will want me ever
True love
doesn't give a rip
love exists of it's own accord
and when I moved over to let it drive
I asked
if I could live.
And I do. I do!
I live to be in love with you.
I have no power.
No authority.
I am not in control.
I surrender, throw the towel in
lay down my arms.....Falling to the ground.
I want you close to me, every single day. I have to hear your voice; you are my only choice. I want to feel the warmth of you lying next to me, at the dark of night. You make the world seem
it's forever gonna be alright. I have to hear your voice say my name aloud at the break of day; let the love within our hearts chase shadows away. I want to tell you what it is, inside of my heart for you
at every moment, through any minute, on any second. Time has not it's usual effect. There is no clock nor watch with any power, when the two of us
are altogether one.
When first ever I saw you; I knew my heart's long-time far reaching search
was done.
As I studied the shape and form of your ear; and memorized a scar on your lip....I shut my eyes to remember, my heart picks up it's pace.
Before, I turned to look in your direction when first you heard my voice, I knew you were all I was ever going to want.
The ghosts
of dreams
of love
could no longer haunt.
I am yours and yours alone. We had not truly met.
Yet, I knew I would fall deeply completely and totally in love with you.
Did I dream or make up love? Or has it made me?
You asked me one day "When was the last time you were in love?" and I am such a sissy
such a coward.
It could have been the time; should have been the moment to say my heart was broken
wrecked
crushed beyond repair....Because oh God, all I want to do is run my fingers through your hair.
I long to have you close to me. Talk gently into my ear "When was the last time you were in love?" I'd tell you the story of a heart which beats fierce and free....the fire
the passion
the flame
all at once contained; clasped gently within the palm of your hand, in your smile and shining in your eye.
You make me smile; you make me laugh. Clearly, you're my best, most good and better half.
You care if, I am happy, or not. I am, if your love
is all
I've ever got.
You set time aside, to spend with me. To talk, to walk and be near....er
to me. I knew from the very first second, you and I met. I knew, like a dreamer knows its dream
a screamer understands its scream
like a bird knows it's only flock
or a key
unlocks what's locked
The heart inside of my chest
had found, the only place
it could rest....in your eyes, in your nighttime dreams, in your arms and in your heart....you were where my whole living
got it's start. You take me for granted; and I always come back for more
you know what is of value for me, and you deliver the best and most that you can
I am your grandest, greatest fan. You reflect to me, those qualities of my own
I like the least
you harbor traits
which reveal to me,
a beast.
A darkened, still, alone and cold
rememberances....of love and all of it's chances.....
How I want to walk away; and be finished with what-ever it is we are doing
how I long to put a period
where love has placed a comma
how I want to throw my hands up, and give in
give up
move on
be gone
for all the trouble and reason and time it's been
you can't open your heart
to take me in
love is odd,
and strange
and not easily understood.....I awaken every morning reminded
you make me laugh
you make me smile
love is eternal
forever
and always without measure......
not for time
measured as
awhile........
I couldn't live without your love; I don't even, want to try. To sit next to you, and watch the rise and fall of your chest; being in love with you
Is the only truth, I could confess.
To look into your eyes, and hear your manly voice---My heart goes where you are
the rest of me, truly has no choice.
Where ever you go; I want to follow...where ever you are at, is where I want to be.
To study the shape, and form of your ear. To allow my heart to look into you, as you
are so very near.
So very dear. I touch your leg, and graze your foot.....
oh how is it,
you've got me
so entirely
hooked.
Like an addict....I hunger, need and want and long...for you.
I couldn't live without your friendship
without your smile
without seeing you every single day...even for a small while
I can't live without you....I don't even want to try.
I hold you, in my eyes; I hold you tightly, in my dreams. I choose moment to moment and thought to thought
TO treasure, hold dear and be in love with you. Ever, ever yes I fell head over heels.....heart over brain.....insanely, crazy love over reason....my heart fell wildly spinning twirling down--around, through and over you.
There are moments; we disagree and are forceful......but I'm not walking away; I am not leaving, my love for you.
I choose second to second---Minute to minute--to hold an only heart...an only love and desire for you.
I choose day in...day out...morning.
I choose noon and night; you will always be a light....a flame...and breath of the freshest air....In thought and dream----I touch your hair.
You make me happy, you make me smile.
Not just once in awhile, but every single time we spend a moment together.
I am not afraid of how, I want you close to me.
I am not scared, of how I have to have you for me alone.
I knew when I told you 'pay attention to me' you had struck something within me, and broke down the wall of fear, of doubt and hurt which had been so sturdy, well built and formed....
the look in your eye, when you looked at me
set my heart
my love
and my life free.
It is not a debt, not a duty...it is a precious sweetened love for you....which helped me to know and believe in such beauty.
And I ain't letting it go.
I'm not so foolish, pride could take me down.
I am not so simple, arrogant nor selfish....to feel this love within
is for me...and only me.
It is
because of you....you reached in, and drew it out.
I choose it day by day...second to second...minute to minute. You are on my mind at the break of day....the close of night. I choose to work on the third person---our relationship-our friendship. I choose to make a deposit every single day
to clean
to hold
to treat gently
protect fiercely
the friendship---love and relationship between you and me.
You are my love, my life...my light.
I am going to be in love with you till long after, I die.
Love immortal,
love eternity....
a love for you...from the heart which beats in me.
When you are near and close; I look at you, lovingly, so it echoes
on and on and on into the never-ending dawn.
I look into your eyes; and see, there you hold my heart.
Ever so sweet, ever so tender.
I'm going to be in love with you till long after I am but, dust and ash. My heart, my love for you.....can always-forever last.
I knew the very moment, very second you sat next to me, that one darkened, still, Autumn night....
Your heart drew me in...
like a moth to a light.
I could not resist; I didn't want to fight, it.
I wanted to be in love with you; and remain there in your heart
in your eye
and in your dream.....
This is what true life, true living must mean. I'm going to love you beyond the days I die. I'm going to hold on to my heart for you
till there is no more rain, or sun in the sky.
You reached for my hand and touched my heart.
Ever gently, ever so sweetly.
You saw the fragility and whispered softly....
your love, your heart and eyes spoke to me.
Look into my eye, to see your faithful lovers soul.
I will love you always. Need and want you, ever.
A love and heart and need as this.....echoes on past into and beyond....forever. Throughout all the days I spend on this earth; throughout and past the days my soul lingers on....My love will always be for you...my heart ever true to you.
on and on and on
into the eternal dawn. I will always love you, long after you, me the heavens...and the earth are gone.
Could you hear my eyes, speak to you, of love, warmth and fidelity? Could you tell the depth of my love for you, is deeper than any ocean? We sat together awhile, yesterday and I just gazed at your face. I knew, my heart had discovered it's true and only place.
A place, a dwelling, a pedestal.....A love held within which could climb a top the highest-steepest hill. Did you hear my eyes say to you "I adore you, you're amazing and wonderful and I am in love with you." My eyes said something to you, as I sought you out. Because, I could see a re-action on your face, to my intent gaze and look....I just wanted to be near you; next to you...to look at you and hear you....Your eyes heard me, heard my heart and saw my soul seeking, finding you.....bringing the love within my heart
OUT.
Could you hear my look?
Could you hear the words, as my heart whispered or spoke?
The love within held together....with a chain, a rope, a hope made of steel, so as to not ever be
broke...OH I am ever so faithful, ever so true. There is no other man for me but you. Could you hear it in my eyes? Do you know, the love within me knows no lie? I made you look at me; as I sought your face. I made you hold onto me, in an eye's embrace...as I looked at you...and my eyes said "I love you with all my light, all my life, all my heart and ever more" A love like this, can't shut nor lock up any door.....Could you hear it in my look? Did you hear it in my eyes?
I knew, when I first heard your voice; I was going to fall in love with you. You stirred up a primal, ancient instinct within; to not be in love with you......Could be considered, a sin. I knew, when I looked in your direction, from the corner of my eye; here, or any other world for me, there'd not never be another guy. I knew, I'd love you with a depth as great as that which reaches the center of the world. My love and life were yours to unfurl.
To unfold; to take within your fingertips, and scrutinize.
My love, life and breath were captured....there was no where left for my heart to hide. I knew, first ever being next to you; you touched a piece of my heart---of my age old soul; no one even knew existed.
Your love drew me out; called to me, and penetrated past the scars, past the barriers, past the walls and guards....who'd protected me.
I could love you; even if it might injure me. I could want, desire and follow you to the ends of the earth; even if you reject, turn away and can't to love me back.
There can be no mistake, imperfection and misinterpretation of the tone, of the tune which reach my ancient, open, innocent and most trusting, most true and most vulnerable heart.....It was created, protected, guided and brought to you.
I knew you, when first ever you were next to me.
I loved you, a million years ago; and found your love once more.
And love is patient.
Love is kind.
I am in no hurry; I know this love isn't late.
It exceeds, and is beyond physical time.
I'll see you today; and with a love as this, there are no words to say.
NO actions to take; no heart to break.
I knew, first ever to look upon your face, and search your eyes.....hear your voice as it speaks to me....my love, my life and I am
right-exactly-perfectly-wholly
where I need to be.
I've got to see your face; and have you closer, next to me. I've missed you so, how is it you don't know? Oh, but you do, because I take every moment, every chance and opportunity to tell you so. I haven't seen you in four days and it feels like 400.
I haven't heard your voice, nor seen your smile. And we did so well, when last we visited. Your eyes didn't wander, onto another.
Another girl
or another guy.
You were with me; I had your, whole entire eye.
How I miss you; how I long to see you and be near you....for just a second, for just a moment or two. I have to. We've been friends for awhile; how you make me laugh. How you make my life so light; and relaxed....when you are close by. How you make me smile. We interact; and trade words, thoughts and ideas back and forth.
There isn't anything we can't talk about; any topic, nor person, any idea or notion. Loving you, has put my existence and life into motion...I am going to see you today; it'll only take a look, a glance and loving, leaps and hops and jumps at the chance....our friendship, love and desire know no decay....true hearts, always get their way.
Without much nor any words to say....
I've gotta see your face.
I've gotta be close to you.
Together we're whole;
but, separate we're two. I've got to be closer and near to you.
