You don't love me; you never, really did. Oh, to say, to think and know such words
have opened up my mouth, So I could breathe. I've been stripped of every emotional covering; there is not one feeling left
hovering. There is no second glance; no wonder, ponder or consideration
for another chance. Let it be with ease; and be as simple
as clear cut
as dry.
There was not love
between you and I.
For a grand, a true and perfect emotion demands to be served, to be treated ever gentle.
Love, the tyrant
the dictator
asks for nothing less than full devotion, complete surrender to the power, the mighty strength and golden heart motion. You don't love me
you never really did
I've come out of the other end of where it was I believed
you and I began.
I'll pick up, to search on
for another man.
You stopped me in my tracks; my heart skipped a beat
the time
the world
the stars and gods
colluded for you
for I
to meet.
Let it be done; let it be gone. Let there be no more days for an imaginary affair
to go on. You don't love me; you never really did. I can feel the weight of the rain on my skin; to live
to love
there is not a prepared
place
for me to walk in. Every drop wet, cold as it falls upon the crown of my head
any dream or inkling of the energy of love is
dead
you don't love me
you never truly did.
Wednesday, December 8
Saturday, December 4
Second Chance
You don't love me. You probably never did; it is from this awful truth, I have hid. You do not want to be with me; to take unto you the secrets of life
untold. You were just being kind, acting polite and growing sweet. Had there been another hell; the devil I'd like to meet. There was not a chance; no music in all the world~~~to hear, to dance. I am a fool of a woman; searching for the gates of heaven, on this earth
to let me in. I dream silly dreams; wish for that which I cannot hold. To have a love as great; might I be so bold. You don't search for me; extend your heart, your love to reach me. All the days and nights alone....coldness, emptiness, alone-ness
teach me.
You don't love me.
You never did.
More stars, than can be counted, And I chose you.
Do you think I didn't know how this would end?
Are you so foolish?
Think me weak? My heart for you, entirely meek?
I get a life to live; one day, a moment
a breath to breathe....I'd go any where, beauty beckons me.
I don't know what the future holds; I have no crystal ball.
I can't know the end; but I always know where it is to begin.
love
You would not open your heart and let me in. I give forgiveness; rarely, if ever second chances.
You don't love me; you never did.
untold. You were just being kind, acting polite and growing sweet. Had there been another hell; the devil I'd like to meet. There was not a chance; no music in all the world~~~to hear, to dance. I am a fool of a woman; searching for the gates of heaven, on this earth
to let me in. I dream silly dreams; wish for that which I cannot hold. To have a love as great; might I be so bold. You don't search for me; extend your heart, your love to reach me. All the days and nights alone....coldness, emptiness, alone-ness
teach me.
You don't love me.
You never did.
More stars, than can be counted, And I chose you.
Do you think I didn't know how this would end?
Are you so foolish?
Think me weak? My heart for you, entirely meek?
I get a life to live; one day, a moment
a breath to breathe....I'd go any where, beauty beckons me.
I don't know what the future holds; I have no crystal ball.
I can't know the end; but I always know where it is to begin.
love
You would not open your heart and let me in. I give forgiveness; rarely, if ever second chances.
You don't love me; you never did.
Monday, November 22
King
Should there come a day, a time where we have to be a part. You are the king, and ruler of my one, my only heart.
Could there be reasons, things and objects which take us in separate directions. One from the other, You are the keeper, director of my tender fragile heart--it's love for you.
I can't help but feel a fire burning, churning and smoldering within....a love like this, Has to be a sin.
Your eyes opened, tore and exposed an ancient, timeless passion in this woman's heart. You are my soulmate; when and if I die before you....I won't enter into heaven's holy gate.
I'll stand, sit or lean along the lightest, most beautiful of love and it's ways...there I will wait.
For you.
Could there be reasons, things and objects which take us in separate directions. One from the other, You are the keeper, director of my tender fragile heart--it's love for you.
I can't help but feel a fire burning, churning and smoldering within....a love like this, Has to be a sin.
Your eyes opened, tore and exposed an ancient, timeless passion in this woman's heart. You are my soulmate; when and if I die before you....I won't enter into heaven's holy gate.
I'll stand, sit or lean along the lightest, most beautiful of love and it's ways...there I will wait.
For you.
Tuesday, November 16
True Love
I have no authority, no say, over my beating heart. How I will feel when I rise at the start of day. The greatest part of my human existence has taken over; I am weakened
I give in, I surrender.
Lay down my arms.
I have fallen in love, the powers of the heavens above
have paralyzed, crippled and rendered fear
to helpless
to hopeless
to powerless
over my beating heart
How I feel for you. I am falling to the ground
believing
true
perfect
eternal
love is what I've found.
I throw the towel in
put a white flag up.
I cede, concede
and give in
give up. I can't help but be in love with you; I don't want to help but be in love with you. I've run as far away from my heart as I could. I've hidden as far into myself as I could go.
I've denied love,
I've lied to and away love,
buried love and
pushed, shrugged loving off
You've found me anyway,
caught me irregardless,
harnessed, bound and captured me.....I have no control and can't help myself. You've taken my heart off of the coldest-darkest-emptiest shelf. And you've let it go
set it free
touched
held it
kissed it gently
then dropped it, that I
might know myself
see
be and take the leap, take the chance
make a choice and listen to the noise
of love
loving you
next to me. Falling, soaring, flying.
The fear, the lie, the denial and doubt
on the inside of me
altogether dying. Because I am in love, I've surrendered and am vulnerable.
I give in; and am willing to lose, willing to be soft
to be open
to be tender
to expose the innocence, the purity, the beauty and most defenseless inner part of me. I lead no more; I follow love.
I am not in front, am not all knowing, seeing and powerful.
I am a fool.
I am so much as a beggar before the kingdom's of love. So much as a pauper.
Before the palace, the mansion and royal crown a person spends their entire lives seeking, hunting,
looking for and not ever finding.....
I am not the first, I am not the last.
I am lost in love. Lost and found, falling to the ground.
I don't know if you will love me the moment from the next
I don't know if you will want me ever
True love
doesn't give a rip
love exists of it's own accord
and when I moved over to let it drive
I asked
if I could live.
And I do. I do!
I live to be in love with you.
I have no power.
No authority.
I am not in control.
I surrender, throw the towel in
lay down my arms.....Falling to the ground.
I give in, I surrender.
Lay down my arms.
I have fallen in love, the powers of the heavens above
have paralyzed, crippled and rendered fear
to helpless
to hopeless
to powerless
over my beating heart
How I feel for you. I am falling to the ground
believing
true
perfect
eternal
love is what I've found.
I throw the towel in
put a white flag up.
I cede, concede
and give in
give up. I can't help but be in love with you; I don't want to help but be in love with you. I've run as far away from my heart as I could. I've hidden as far into myself as I could go.
I've denied love,
I've lied to and away love,
buried love and
pushed, shrugged loving off
You've found me anyway,
caught me irregardless,
harnessed, bound and captured me.....I have no control and can't help myself. You've taken my heart off of the coldest-darkest-emptiest shelf. And you've let it go
set it free
touched
held it
kissed it gently
then dropped it, that I
might know myself
see
be and take the leap, take the chance
make a choice and listen to the noise
of love
loving you
next to me. Falling, soaring, flying.
The fear, the lie, the denial and doubt
on the inside of me
altogether dying. Because I am in love, I've surrendered and am vulnerable.
I give in; and am willing to lose, willing to be soft
to be open
to be tender
to expose the innocence, the purity, the beauty and most defenseless inner part of me. I lead no more; I follow love.
I am not in front, am not all knowing, seeing and powerful.
I am a fool.
I am so much as a beggar before the kingdom's of love. So much as a pauper.
Before the palace, the mansion and royal crown a person spends their entire lives seeking, hunting,
looking for and not ever finding.....
I am not the first, I am not the last.
I am lost in love. Lost and found, falling to the ground.
I don't know if you will love me the moment from the next
I don't know if you will want me ever
True love
doesn't give a rip
love exists of it's own accord
and when I moved over to let it drive
I asked
if I could live.
And I do. I do!
I live to be in love with you.
I have no power.
No authority.
I am not in control.
I surrender, throw the towel in
lay down my arms.....Falling to the ground.
Sunday, November 14
You asked me
I want you close to me, every single day. I have to hear your voice; you are my only choice. I want to feel the warmth of you lying next to me, at the dark of night. You make the world seem
it's forever gonna be alright. I have to hear your voice say my name aloud at the break of day; let the love within our hearts chase shadows away. I want to tell you what it is, inside of my heart for you
at every moment, through any minute, on any second. Time has not it's usual effect. There is no clock nor watch with any power, when the two of us
are altogether one.
When first ever I saw you; I knew my heart's long-time far reaching search
was done.
As I studied the shape and form of your ear; and memorized a scar on your lip....I shut my eyes to remember, my heart picks up it's pace.
Before, I turned to look in your direction when first you heard my voice, I knew you were all I was ever going to want.
The ghosts
of dreams
of love
could no longer haunt.
I am yours and yours alone. We had not truly met.
Yet, I knew I would fall deeply completely and totally in love with you.
Did I dream or make up love? Or has it made me?
You asked me one day "When was the last time you were in love?" and I am such a sissy
such a coward.
It could have been the time; should have been the moment to say my heart was broken
wrecked
crushed beyond repair....Because oh God, all I want to do is run my fingers through your hair.
I long to have you close to me. Talk gently into my ear "When was the last time you were in love?" I'd tell you the story of a heart which beats fierce and free....the fire
the passion
the flame
all at once contained; clasped gently within the palm of your hand, in your smile and shining in your eye.
it's forever gonna be alright. I have to hear your voice say my name aloud at the break of day; let the love within our hearts chase shadows away. I want to tell you what it is, inside of my heart for you
at every moment, through any minute, on any second. Time has not it's usual effect. There is no clock nor watch with any power, when the two of us
are altogether one.
When first ever I saw you; I knew my heart's long-time far reaching search
was done.
As I studied the shape and form of your ear; and memorized a scar on your lip....I shut my eyes to remember, my heart picks up it's pace.
Before, I turned to look in your direction when first you heard my voice, I knew you were all I was ever going to want.
The ghosts
of dreams
of love
could no longer haunt.
I am yours and yours alone. We had not truly met.
Yet, I knew I would fall deeply completely and totally in love with you.
Did I dream or make up love? Or has it made me?
You asked me one day "When was the last time you were in love?" and I am such a sissy
such a coward.
It could have been the time; should have been the moment to say my heart was broken
wrecked
crushed beyond repair....Because oh God, all I want to do is run my fingers through your hair.
I long to have you close to me. Talk gently into my ear "When was the last time you were in love?" I'd tell you the story of a heart which beats fierce and free....the fire
the passion
the flame
all at once contained; clasped gently within the palm of your hand, in your smile and shining in your eye.
Saturday, November 13
Talk into
You make me smile; you make me laugh. Clearly, you're my best, most good and better half.
You care if, I am happy, or not. I am, if your love
is all
I've ever got.
You set time aside, to spend with me. To talk, to walk and be near....er
to me. I knew from the very first second, you and I met. I knew, like a dreamer knows its dream
a screamer understands its scream
like a bird knows it's only flock
or a key
unlocks what's locked
The heart inside of my chest
had found, the only place
it could rest....in your eyes, in your nighttime dreams, in your arms and in your heart....you were where my whole living
got it's start. You take me for granted; and I always come back for more
you know what is of value for me, and you deliver the best and most that you can
I am your grandest, greatest fan. You reflect to me, those qualities of my own
I like the least
you harbor traits
which reveal to me,
a beast.
A darkened, still, alone and cold
rememberances....of love and all of it's chances.....
How I want to walk away; and be finished with what-ever it is we are doing
how I long to put a period
where love has placed a comma
how I want to throw my hands up, and give in
give up
move on
be gone
for all the trouble and reason and time it's been
you can't open your heart
to take me in
love is odd,
and strange
and not easily understood.....I awaken every morning reminded
you make me laugh
you make me smile
love is eternal
forever
and always without measure......
not for time
measured as
awhile........
You care if, I am happy, or not. I am, if your love
is all
I've ever got.
You set time aside, to spend with me. To talk, to walk and be near....er
to me. I knew from the very first second, you and I met. I knew, like a dreamer knows its dream
a screamer understands its scream
like a bird knows it's only flock
or a key
unlocks what's locked
The heart inside of my chest
had found, the only place
it could rest....in your eyes, in your nighttime dreams, in your arms and in your heart....you were where my whole living
got it's start. You take me for granted; and I always come back for more
you know what is of value for me, and you deliver the best and most that you can
I am your grandest, greatest fan. You reflect to me, those qualities of my own
I like the least
you harbor traits
which reveal to me,
a beast.
A darkened, still, alone and cold
rememberances....of love and all of it's chances.....
How I want to walk away; and be finished with what-ever it is we are doing
how I long to put a period
where love has placed a comma
how I want to throw my hands up, and give in
give up
move on
be gone
for all the trouble and reason and time it's been
you can't open your heart
to take me in
love is odd,
and strange
and not easily understood.....I awaken every morning reminded
you make me laugh
you make me smile
love is eternal
forever
and always without measure......
not for time
measured as
awhile........
Thursday, November 11
Addict
I couldn't live without your love; I don't even, want to try. To sit next to you, and watch the rise and fall of your chest; being in love with you
Is the only truth, I could confess.
To look into your eyes, and hear your manly voice---My heart goes where you are
the rest of me, truly has no choice.
Where ever you go; I want to follow...where ever you are at, is where I want to be.
To study the shape, and form of your ear. To allow my heart to look into you, as you
are so very near.
So very dear. I touch your leg, and graze your foot.....
oh how is it,
you've got me
so entirely
hooked.
Like an addict....I hunger, need and want and long...for you.
I couldn't live without your friendship
without your smile
without seeing you every single day...even for a small while
I can't live without you....I don't even want to try.
Is the only truth, I could confess.
To look into your eyes, and hear your manly voice---My heart goes where you are
the rest of me, truly has no choice.
Where ever you go; I want to follow...where ever you are at, is where I want to be.
To study the shape, and form of your ear. To allow my heart to look into you, as you
are so very near.
So very dear. I touch your leg, and graze your foot.....
oh how is it,
you've got me
so entirely
hooked.
Like an addict....I hunger, need and want and long...for you.
I couldn't live without your friendship
without your smile
without seeing you every single day...even for a small while
I can't live without you....I don't even want to try.
Heart over brain
I hold you, in my eyes; I hold you tightly, in my dreams. I choose moment to moment and thought to thought
TO treasure, hold dear and be in love with you. Ever, ever yes I fell head over heels.....heart over brain.....insanely, crazy love over reason....my heart fell wildly spinning twirling down--around, through and over you.
There are moments; we disagree and are forceful......but I'm not walking away; I am not leaving, my love for you.
I choose second to second---Minute to minute--to hold an only heart...an only love and desire for you.
I choose day in...day out...morning.
I choose noon and night; you will always be a light....a flame...and breath of the freshest air....In thought and dream----I touch your hair.
You make me happy, you make me smile.
Not just once in awhile, but every single time we spend a moment together.
I am not afraid of how, I want you close to me.
I am not scared, of how I have to have you for me alone.
I knew when I told you 'pay attention to me' you had struck something within me, and broke down the wall of fear, of doubt and hurt which had been so sturdy, well built and formed....
the look in your eye, when you looked at me
set my heart
my love
and my life free.
It is not a debt, not a duty...it is a precious sweetened love for you....which helped me to know and believe in such beauty.
And I ain't letting it go.
I'm not so foolish, pride could take me down.
I am not so simple, arrogant nor selfish....to feel this love within
is for me...and only me.
It is
because of you....you reached in, and drew it out.
I choose it day by day...second to second...minute to minute. You are on my mind at the break of day....the close of night. I choose to work on the third person---our relationship-our friendship. I choose to make a deposit every single day
to clean
to hold
to treat gently
protect fiercely
the friendship---love and relationship between you and me.
You are my love, my life...my light.
TO treasure, hold dear and be in love with you. Ever, ever yes I fell head over heels.....heart over brain.....insanely, crazy love over reason....my heart fell wildly spinning twirling down--around, through and over you.
There are moments; we disagree and are forceful......but I'm not walking away; I am not leaving, my love for you.
I choose second to second---Minute to minute--to hold an only heart...an only love and desire for you.
I choose day in...day out...morning.
I choose noon and night; you will always be a light....a flame...and breath of the freshest air....In thought and dream----I touch your hair.
You make me happy, you make me smile.
Not just once in awhile, but every single time we spend a moment together.
I am not afraid of how, I want you close to me.
I am not scared, of how I have to have you for me alone.
I knew when I told you 'pay attention to me' you had struck something within me, and broke down the wall of fear, of doubt and hurt which had been so sturdy, well built and formed....
the look in your eye, when you looked at me
set my heart
my love
and my life free.
It is not a debt, not a duty...it is a precious sweetened love for you....which helped me to know and believe in such beauty.
And I ain't letting it go.
I'm not so foolish, pride could take me down.
I am not so simple, arrogant nor selfish....to feel this love within
is for me...and only me.
It is
because of you....you reached in, and drew it out.
I choose it day by day...second to second...minute to minute. You are on my mind at the break of day....the close of night. I choose to work on the third person---our relationship-our friendship. I choose to make a deposit every single day
to clean
to hold
to treat gently
protect fiercely
the friendship---love and relationship between you and me.
You are my love, my life...my light.
Sunday, November 7
Never-ending dawn
I am going to be in love with you till long after, I die.
Love immortal,
love eternity....
a love for you...from the heart which beats in me.
When you are near and close; I look at you, lovingly, so it echoes
on and on and on into the never-ending dawn.
I look into your eyes; and see, there you hold my heart.
Ever so sweet, ever so tender.
I'm going to be in love with you till long after I am but, dust and ash. My heart, my love for you.....can always-forever last.
I knew the very moment, very second you sat next to me, that one darkened, still, Autumn night....
Your heart drew me in...
like a moth to a light.
I could not resist; I didn't want to fight, it.
I wanted to be in love with you; and remain there in your heart
in your eye
and in your dream.....
This is what true life, true living must mean. I'm going to love you beyond the days I die. I'm going to hold on to my heart for you
till there is no more rain, or sun in the sky.
You reached for my hand and touched my heart.
Ever gently, ever so sweetly.
You saw the fragility and whispered softly....
your love, your heart and eyes spoke to me.
Look into my eye, to see your faithful lovers soul.
I will love you always. Need and want you, ever.
A love and heart and need as this.....echoes on past into and beyond....forever. Throughout all the days I spend on this earth; throughout and past the days my soul lingers on....My love will always be for you...my heart ever true to you.
on and on and on
into the eternal dawn. I will always love you, long after you, me the heavens...and the earth are gone.
Love immortal,
love eternity....
a love for you...from the heart which beats in me.
When you are near and close; I look at you, lovingly, so it echoes
on and on and on into the never-ending dawn.
I look into your eyes; and see, there you hold my heart.
Ever so sweet, ever so tender.
I'm going to be in love with you till long after I am but, dust and ash. My heart, my love for you.....can always-forever last.
I knew the very moment, very second you sat next to me, that one darkened, still, Autumn night....
Your heart drew me in...
like a moth to a light.
I could not resist; I didn't want to fight, it.
I wanted to be in love with you; and remain there in your heart
in your eye
and in your dream.....
This is what true life, true living must mean. I'm going to love you beyond the days I die. I'm going to hold on to my heart for you
till there is no more rain, or sun in the sky.
You reached for my hand and touched my heart.
Ever gently, ever so sweetly.
You saw the fragility and whispered softly....
your love, your heart and eyes spoke to me.
Look into my eye, to see your faithful lovers soul.
I will love you always. Need and want you, ever.
A love and heart and need as this.....echoes on past into and beyond....forever. Throughout all the days I spend on this earth; throughout and past the days my soul lingers on....My love will always be for you...my heart ever true to you.
on and on and on
into the eternal dawn. I will always love you, long after you, me the heavens...and the earth are gone.
Friday, November 5
Amazing, Wonderful.
Could you hear my eyes, speak to you, of love, warmth and fidelity? Could you tell the depth of my love for you, is deeper than any ocean? We sat together awhile, yesterday and I just gazed at your face. I knew, my heart had discovered it's true and only place.
A place, a dwelling, a pedestal.....A love held within which could climb a top the highest-steepest hill. Did you hear my eyes say to you "I adore you, you're amazing and wonderful and I am in love with you." My eyes said something to you, as I sought you out. Because, I could see a re-action on your face, to my intent gaze and look....I just wanted to be near you; next to you...to look at you and hear you....Your eyes heard me, heard my heart and saw my soul seeking, finding you.....bringing the love within my heart
OUT.
Could you hear my look?
Could you hear the words, as my heart whispered or spoke?
The love within held together....with a chain, a rope, a hope made of steel, so as to not ever be
broke...OH I am ever so faithful, ever so true. There is no other man for me but you. Could you hear it in my eyes? Do you know, the love within me knows no lie? I made you look at me; as I sought your face. I made you hold onto me, in an eye's embrace...as I looked at you...and my eyes said "I love you with all my light, all my life, all my heart and ever more" A love like this, can't shut nor lock up any door.....Could you hear it in my look? Did you hear it in my eyes?
A place, a dwelling, a pedestal.....A love held within which could climb a top the highest-steepest hill. Did you hear my eyes say to you "I adore you, you're amazing and wonderful and I am in love with you." My eyes said something to you, as I sought you out. Because, I could see a re-action on your face, to my intent gaze and look....I just wanted to be near you; next to you...to look at you and hear you....Your eyes heard me, heard my heart and saw my soul seeking, finding you.....bringing the love within my heart
OUT.
Could you hear my look?
Could you hear the words, as my heart whispered or spoke?
The love within held together....with a chain, a rope, a hope made of steel, so as to not ever be
broke...OH I am ever so faithful, ever so true. There is no other man for me but you. Could you hear it in my eyes? Do you know, the love within me knows no lie? I made you look at me; as I sought your face. I made you hold onto me, in an eye's embrace...as I looked at you...and my eyes said "I love you with all my light, all my life, all my heart and ever more" A love like this, can't shut nor lock up any door.....Could you hear it in my look? Did you hear it in my eyes?
Thursday, November 4
Late
I knew, when I first heard your voice; I was going to fall in love with you. You stirred up a primal, ancient instinct within; to not be in love with you......Could be considered, a sin. I knew, when I looked in your direction, from the corner of my eye; here, or any other world for me, there'd not never be another guy. I knew, I'd love you with a depth as great as that which reaches the center of the world. My love and life were yours to unfurl.
To unfold; to take within your fingertips, and scrutinize.
My love, life and breath were captured....there was no where left for my heart to hide. I knew, first ever being next to you; you touched a piece of my heart---of my age old soul; no one even knew existed.
Your love drew me out; called to me, and penetrated past the scars, past the barriers, past the walls and guards....who'd protected me.
I could love you; even if it might injure me. I could want, desire and follow you to the ends of the earth; even if you reject, turn away and can't to love me back.
There can be no mistake, imperfection and misinterpretation of the tone, of the tune which reach my ancient, open, innocent and most trusting, most true and most vulnerable heart.....It was created, protected, guided and brought to you.
I knew you, when first ever you were next to me.
I loved you, a million years ago; and found your love once more.
And love is patient.
Love is kind.
I am in no hurry; I know this love isn't late.
It exceeds, and is beyond physical time.
I'll see you today; and with a love as this, there are no words to say.
NO actions to take; no heart to break.
I knew, first ever to look upon your face, and search your eyes.....hear your voice as it speaks to me....my love, my life and I am
right-exactly-perfectly-wholly
where I need to be.
To unfold; to take within your fingertips, and scrutinize.
My love, life and breath were captured....there was no where left for my heart to hide. I knew, first ever being next to you; you touched a piece of my heart---of my age old soul; no one even knew existed.
Your love drew me out; called to me, and penetrated past the scars, past the barriers, past the walls and guards....who'd protected me.
I could love you; even if it might injure me. I could want, desire and follow you to the ends of the earth; even if you reject, turn away and can't to love me back.
There can be no mistake, imperfection and misinterpretation of the tone, of the tune which reach my ancient, open, innocent and most trusting, most true and most vulnerable heart.....It was created, protected, guided and brought to you.
I knew you, when first ever you were next to me.
I loved you, a million years ago; and found your love once more.
And love is patient.
Love is kind.
I am in no hurry; I know this love isn't late.
It exceeds, and is beyond physical time.
I'll see you today; and with a love as this, there are no words to say.
NO actions to take; no heart to break.
I knew, first ever to look upon your face, and search your eyes.....hear your voice as it speaks to me....my love, my life and I am
right-exactly-perfectly-wholly
where I need to be.
Monday, November 1
True Hearts
I've got to see your face; and have you closer, next to me. I've missed you so, how is it you don't know? Oh, but you do, because I take every moment, every chance and opportunity to tell you so. I haven't seen you in four days and it feels like 400.
I haven't heard your voice, nor seen your smile. And we did so well, when last we visited. Your eyes didn't wander, onto another.
Another girl
or another guy.
You were with me; I had your, whole entire eye.
How I miss you; how I long to see you and be near you....for just a second, for just a moment or two. I have to. We've been friends for awhile; how you make me laugh. How you make my life so light; and relaxed....when you are close by. How you make me smile. We interact; and trade words, thoughts and ideas back and forth.
There isn't anything we can't talk about; any topic, nor person, any idea or notion. Loving you, has put my existence and life into motion...I am going to see you today; it'll only take a look, a glance and loving, leaps and hops and jumps at the chance....our friendship, love and desire know no decay....true hearts, always get their way.
Without much nor any words to say....
I've gotta see your face.
I've gotta be close to you.
Together we're whole;
but, separate we're two. I've got to be closer and near to you.
I haven't heard your voice, nor seen your smile. And we did so well, when last we visited. Your eyes didn't wander, onto another.
Another girl
or another guy.
You were with me; I had your, whole entire eye.
How I miss you; how I long to see you and be near you....for just a second, for just a moment or two. I have to. We've been friends for awhile; how you make me laugh. How you make my life so light; and relaxed....when you are close by. How you make me smile. We interact; and trade words, thoughts and ideas back and forth.
There isn't anything we can't talk about; any topic, nor person, any idea or notion. Loving you, has put my existence and life into motion...I am going to see you today; it'll only take a look, a glance and loving, leaps and hops and jumps at the chance....our friendship, love and desire know no decay....true hearts, always get their way.
Without much nor any words to say....
I've gotta see your face.
I've gotta be close to you.
Together we're whole;
but, separate we're two. I've got to be closer and near to you.
Thursday, October 28
It has to come from some where.
Just the thought of seeing your face, and being near you sends my emotions reeling.....The days go on, and the days go by; and if I couldn't be near you---the best parts and pieces of me would surely die. You make me feel incredibly happy; you're the reason for the bright wide smile across my face. There is no other man to even come close, to how it is you make me feel on the inside.
Even if all we did was sit in silence, sit and be still and ever so quiet....ever so silent----ON the inside of me, my heart rages with emotion for you.....raging, fighting....violent. All I want to do is see you; all I want to do is look into your eyes, hear your voice say my name....aloud. Because it has to come from some where on the inside of you...your heart has to know it.
Your soul has to live it....and all I want to do is be near you....the opposite of me....no one could be more different from me, than you. And still I can't stand to not be near you, talk to you, listen to you....look at you....and wonder what it must be like, to hold you close. TO keep you near.
I can't wait to see you today; I can't wait till we take time out, for each other....giving what is most valuable to us both right now, our time. Our attention....being devoted to a good healthy strong and committed friendship....To each other....
Even if all we did was sit in silence, sit and be still and ever so quiet....ever so silent----ON the inside of me, my heart rages with emotion for you.....raging, fighting....violent. All I want to do is see you; all I want to do is look into your eyes, hear your voice say my name....aloud. Because it has to come from some where on the inside of you...your heart has to know it.
Your soul has to live it....and all I want to do is be near you....the opposite of me....no one could be more different from me, than you. And still I can't stand to not be near you, talk to you, listen to you....look at you....and wonder what it must be like, to hold you close. TO keep you near.
I can't wait to see you today; I can't wait till we take time out, for each other....giving what is most valuable to us both right now, our time. Our attention....being devoted to a good healthy strong and committed friendship....To each other....
Monday, October 25
One
A lifetime, or two my heart, my soul and God created being searched worlds over for you. An ancient love with a spark, a fire, a warmth such as God's. An age old love older than the Earth, it sprung forth before there were beings, before there was birth. It's only goal, it's only journey is to deliver, to bring to men, to the world it's true inherent precious, golden, holy worth. And how the world fought, how the people refused, how the people destroyed and buried, hid and covered......Yet a love like ours will not be denied. IT's nature is to live, to light, to warm and free.
It is pure, holy and knows no different than the one, and the other. Should it present itself, some where and be the most forbidden because of the laws. Natures law, heavens laws and the laws of men. A love which cannot go no farther than what is seen by the eyes watching you. Watching me. A love old as mountains, born within the holiest winds....a love which has not, cannot sin. We cannot be together, bring our hearts completion.
I will live this life till the day I pass through....there will not ever be another love for me, as you. Our love, devotion, fidelity and journey to be together always, to live and love forever. I will live, and die and return....and my love for you will carry me always, to where you are. And the day will come, when we can come together as the one we were created to be. You told me in front of everyone, you love me. You held me close, and called me near. This love knows no fear; there are no empty tears. We are twin souls; who were once whole. We are the one for the other; and Love---God and the ancient universes before all time protect the love, the light and flame that burns within our chest....they fight, and defend fierce, ferocious with all their power, all of their might....a love like ours cannot, will not die.
I'll always wait, always wander. It might not be this lifetime, it may never be here now. It could not be this day; could not be with and without us....there will come a time, there will be a place. My energy, time and space may move on and on and on but a love like this can not ever be gone. My love, heart and fire within will wake with another dawn in search of you. IT may not be for the face of this world to see; under the lights of these shining suns....moving moon and stars...but a love like ours never let's our hearts wander off, too far. As long as it takes; where ever it is. I'll always love, I'll always be with you. You are the one and I am the other.
It is pure, holy and knows no different than the one, and the other. Should it present itself, some where and be the most forbidden because of the laws. Natures law, heavens laws and the laws of men. A love which cannot go no farther than what is seen by the eyes watching you. Watching me. A love old as mountains, born within the holiest winds....a love which has not, cannot sin. We cannot be together, bring our hearts completion.
I will live this life till the day I pass through....there will not ever be another love for me, as you. Our love, devotion, fidelity and journey to be together always, to live and love forever. I will live, and die and return....and my love for you will carry me always, to where you are. And the day will come, when we can come together as the one we were created to be. You told me in front of everyone, you love me. You held me close, and called me near. This love knows no fear; there are no empty tears. We are twin souls; who were once whole. We are the one for the other; and Love---God and the ancient universes before all time protect the love, the light and flame that burns within our chest....they fight, and defend fierce, ferocious with all their power, all of their might....a love like ours cannot, will not die.
I'll always wait, always wander. It might not be this lifetime, it may never be here now. It could not be this day; could not be with and without us....there will come a time, there will be a place. My energy, time and space may move on and on and on but a love like this can not ever be gone. My love, heart and fire within will wake with another dawn in search of you. IT may not be for the face of this world to see; under the lights of these shining suns....moving moon and stars...but a love like ours never let's our hearts wander off, too far. As long as it takes; where ever it is. I'll always love, I'll always be with you. You are the one and I am the other.
Friday, October 22
Night
You make me feel like, it is going to be alright. Your friendship and support are a bright flame, in what can seem like a darkened night. Your smile, and the look inside your eye as you search me through. There isn't anywhere I want to be, but next to you. You make the world a safe place to be. Although, there are monsters, gremlins and shadows of sorts. I know it's going to be oh kay, it'll be more than alright...your life a burning fire, in the blackest night. I hesitate to bloom, to blossom and reveal again those tender places...of my heart, to the world of men. But, your thoughts and the process at which you arrive at a decision are fascinating, amazing and a wondrous thing to me. Although, you fight and work and strive to be the best man you could possibly be. You are still kind, you are still sweet and aware. You still care. We could not be any more different than we are; and still I can't stay away from you. You are a surprise, and mystery. Your friendship, love and support a journey....a quest! I get to where I have to be, when I am with you. I feel still and quiet and altogether sure; there will be another day, another night.....your heart burns a flame...into the emptiest, loneliest, blackest and darkest of nights....You friendship, support and love for me...
Thursday, October 21
Long after
Could you truly know, and understand---I have to see you, and be with you whenever I can? Are you capable, to comprehend I don't want for the time we spend together to ever come to an end? Your eyes, the sound of your laughter....The feel of your thought on me, long after
we've gone our separate ways. Thoughts and memories of you, keep me warm as the days grow cold. Pictures dance inside my mind; at night, when I close my eyes to reach beyond what no one could see----I search for you. To be near you, my one and only goal. Search, throughout a darkened night. Looking for the over half of me, your heart glows a special, powerful, unique light. I know you, if you're still. I know you, if you're awake. There are thoughts, and feelings and dreams between you and me--No one could know, nor try to take. I will steal time today; and I can't wait to see you look at me, and surround me with your heart----It is where I begin, where I start. Is there a place or, plane at which it ends? Does time fall down, kneel down and bend to make, create and allow love to be? I'm going to see you today; take my heart, and my thinking thoughts....If I'm not with you emptiness and darkened days are all I've got.
we've gone our separate ways. Thoughts and memories of you, keep me warm as the days grow cold. Pictures dance inside my mind; at night, when I close my eyes to reach beyond what no one could see----I search for you. To be near you, my one and only goal. Search, throughout a darkened night. Looking for the over half of me, your heart glows a special, powerful, unique light. I know you, if you're still. I know you, if you're awake. There are thoughts, and feelings and dreams between you and me--No one could know, nor try to take. I will steal time today; and I can't wait to see you look at me, and surround me with your heart----It is where I begin, where I start. Is there a place or, plane at which it ends? Does time fall down, kneel down and bend to make, create and allow love to be? I'm going to see you today; take my heart, and my thinking thoughts....If I'm not with you emptiness and darkened days are all I've got.
Tuesday, October 19
Where it counts
The only thing I want, in all the world, is to see your face. You and I fit together like; and shut out, close between us, any vacant space. Nothing, could come between you and me. There is no other man for me. Your strength, and grace. The smile, and sweetened glow when I look at your face. With the nothing we say to each other; on days too full of school, of books, of reading and writing our conversation jam packed full of nuance, notion, solid looks at each other of true love, true devotion.
You make me feel complete; you help me, to live, to love and to be. The world may try; I know other ladies catch your eye. You are not unfaithful to me, where it counts. You are devoted, faithful and bound to me at those sacred places where no other can open their eyes.
To see.
You love, adore and treasure me. We meet in dreams, we walk in fantasy; where ever either is, the other follows closely. Together, no one can overcome the goodness of heavens. Together nothing can injure those our love protects. For love is made of such power; it's time and wonders climbing higher than any tower. Even if and when one of us doesn't believe; in such things as God, as angels and heaven.
They believe in us; they see you and me. Our love, and life and meeting was part of an age old destiny. An ancient event put into motion, at the beginning of the world. I couldn't ever be any one else's girl. You, your love, your life is my entire world. I knew when ever we were one next to the other; without ever seeing your face. I knew, I'd found my one and only place.
You make me feel complete; you help me, to live, to love and to be. The world may try; I know other ladies catch your eye. You are not unfaithful to me, where it counts. You are devoted, faithful and bound to me at those sacred places where no other can open their eyes.
To see.
You love, adore and treasure me. We meet in dreams, we walk in fantasy; where ever either is, the other follows closely. Together, no one can overcome the goodness of heavens. Together nothing can injure those our love protects. For love is made of such power; it's time and wonders climbing higher than any tower. Even if and when one of us doesn't believe; in such things as God, as angels and heaven.
They believe in us; they see you and me. Our love, and life and meeting was part of an age old destiny. An ancient event put into motion, at the beginning of the world. I couldn't ever be any one else's girl. You, your love, your life is my entire world. I knew when ever we were one next to the other; without ever seeing your face. I knew, I'd found my one and only place.
Saturday, October 16
Mine---to give
I would not be unfaithful to your love, for all of the gold in the world. Whatever may come; I am your girl. I would not dare look toward another, man, as many days as I live. My heart, is no longer, mine--to give. I have reached inside of my chest, grasped it in my hand and offered it in it's tenderness, sweetened, golden emotions
to you. You've come along; that once in a lifetime, man whose asked; and answered the questions burning deep within my eternal soul.You are the other half of me; There is no other man for me to see. I would not wander off too far away; I have curbed my appetite for you make me want to be healthy. I would not go any where, you could not follow. I could not be any where in my soul; in my heart, you could not lead. The rising sun has peaked within my soul; the light and shine of radiance, is love I hold for you. You make me want to take the chance. The smile spread across my face; and dreamy look within my eye is because of thoughts about you.
I would not ever betray your trust; I'll be here for always, even after the both of us are dust.
to you. You've come along; that once in a lifetime, man whose asked; and answered the questions burning deep within my eternal soul.You are the other half of me; There is no other man for me to see. I would not wander off too far away; I have curbed my appetite for you make me want to be healthy. I would not go any where, you could not follow. I could not be any where in my soul; in my heart, you could not lead. The rising sun has peaked within my soul; the light and shine of radiance, is love I hold for you. You make me want to take the chance. The smile spread across my face; and dreamy look within my eye is because of thoughts about you.
I would not ever betray your trust; I'll be here for always, even after the both of us are dust.
Thursday, October 14
Breathe
You make me feel like I could fly; lift my wings, toward the highest skies. Your smile; and laughter are mine, and mine alone. You bring out the absolute best in me; you and I were forever and always meant
to be. First ever we saw each other's shadow, there was no other man for me. You help my head to be in the clouds; my dreams to reach for a star. Where ever you may go; and be. I will not be far. You stop what you are doing; and pay attention to me, like friends and lovers and dreamers should be. You bring to me a source of strength; and courage. You make my love for you a force, my heart ever on the edge of reality; dream and hope.
Without you near me, there is no healthy ways for me to cope. I notice your every face movement, how you purse your bottom and top lip when a smile is breaking out. I notice and listen to you, it is what loving is about. I could live without you; I don't in effect need you. But, how I want you; and have to have you close to me
So
I could breathe.
I have nothing to give to you; save an only true and beating heart. I promise to always answer when you call. I promise to catch you; and hold you, if you ever fall. I promise with all moving parts within and without me I will always have time for you. You will always be my top priority. Your happiness, and life and living and dreaming mean a lot to me.
Because, they are a part of you. You are a part of me; To be in love with you, has set my eternal soul free.
to be. First ever we saw each other's shadow, there was no other man for me. You help my head to be in the clouds; my dreams to reach for a star. Where ever you may go; and be. I will not be far. You stop what you are doing; and pay attention to me, like friends and lovers and dreamers should be. You bring to me a source of strength; and courage. You make my love for you a force, my heart ever on the edge of reality; dream and hope.
Without you near me, there is no healthy ways for me to cope. I notice your every face movement, how you purse your bottom and top lip when a smile is breaking out. I notice and listen to you, it is what loving is about. I could live without you; I don't in effect need you. But, how I want you; and have to have you close to me
So
I could breathe.
I have nothing to give to you; save an only true and beating heart. I promise to always answer when you call. I promise to catch you; and hold you, if you ever fall. I promise with all moving parts within and without me I will always have time for you. You will always be my top priority. Your happiness, and life and living and dreaming mean a lot to me.
Because, they are a part of you. You are a part of me; To be in love with you, has set my eternal soul free.
Sunday, October 10
An only moon
You treat me like, a lady. You always let me know, I am your baby. I've counted down the days; from the very one we ever met. I knew with you I had a winning bet. I didn't even see your face; did not barely, know your name.
And you took my hand into yours; my wild heart was tamed. We spend time talking; visiting and walking. You finish my sentences; as if to be your very own. You melted my heart, which was as cold as stone. You make me laugh; and understand the fragmented, incompleteness of my soul.
To find a man like you
to love
was my entire lifetime goal.
You are the other half of my eternal soul.
You remember, too, how we first met: a dark fall night, studying law. Upon hearing my voice; you glanced from the corner of your eye. I did too.
You captured my very soul; I knew, from then I'd have no where else to go. No other man, to dream of seeing. I was with you, lost in dreams of love and lovers of dream...dreaming...love...
A feeling of the universe crash into itself; and grow again. More brilliant, more bright and grand than it knew it could be. It was because of the love
between you and me. A feeling of a final tide; an only moon. A dream of the heights of the heavens; and all it contained. If I was, with you,
life would always remain.
I know when we are out together; chatting, drinking coffee and visiting that the ladies like to look at you. I know too you can't help but glance back their way. But, don't ever cheat on me.
It will be the end of love, for the world. The treasure, golden and holy love will go away; lifted high upon an empty lonely darkened broken day. There could be no words to say; nor actions to take
that could mend such a heart as mine
held true for only you
should it break. It's been over a year's time; and there is no reason. And surely no damn rhyme. You've stolen my heart away; taken it from night, into difficult day.
And you took my hand into yours; my wild heart was tamed. We spend time talking; visiting and walking. You finish my sentences; as if to be your very own. You melted my heart, which was as cold as stone. You make me laugh; and understand the fragmented, incompleteness of my soul.
To find a man like you
to love
was my entire lifetime goal.
You are the other half of my eternal soul.
You remember, too, how we first met: a dark fall night, studying law. Upon hearing my voice; you glanced from the corner of your eye. I did too.
You captured my very soul; I knew, from then I'd have no where else to go. No other man, to dream of seeing. I was with you, lost in dreams of love and lovers of dream...dreaming...love...
A feeling of the universe crash into itself; and grow again. More brilliant, more bright and grand than it knew it could be. It was because of the love
between you and me. A feeling of a final tide; an only moon. A dream of the heights of the heavens; and all it contained. If I was, with you,
life would always remain.
I know when we are out together; chatting, drinking coffee and visiting that the ladies like to look at you. I know too you can't help but glance back their way. But, don't ever cheat on me.
It will be the end of love, for the world. The treasure, golden and holy love will go away; lifted high upon an empty lonely darkened broken day. There could be no words to say; nor actions to take
that could mend such a heart as mine
held true for only you
should it break. It's been over a year's time; and there is no reason. And surely no damn rhyme. You've stolen my heart away; taken it from night, into difficult day.
Saturday, October 2
More Bad Poetry
To be near you once more; and imagine your heart has an open door. It's been months since we've laid eyes on one another
You know, I don't feel toward you, like you are a brother. It is primal. It is intense.
You come upon me, by so much as a surprise. Your heart glowed, the light shone inside of your eyes.
You couldn't help but put your hands on me; if you could have, you would have jumped atop of me. We smiled, we laughed and took advantage of every opportunity to touch~~~the other.
When we planned, and plotted to get together for a visit. There were specific detailed events we had both meant to discuss. Then, we laid eyes onto each other; and it felt like being crashed into
by a bus. Our best laid plans, for a pleasant quiet visit were laid flat.
Love toyed with us
much like it were a cat.
You couldn't help but to stretch your hand out for mine; you and I were on love's precious time. You couldn't help but turn around and reach your arm toward me; our friendship planted a blooming seed. We don't even have to see each other; to know the other, is there.
Aware of every movement, each word and breath. To not be, would bring love to a painful, agonizing and eternal death.
You make time for me; and we are exposed
one to the other. You never make me sorry; I share and tell you things. Ever chivalrous, bringing me chairs and opening doors for me. You make me laugh; and ask for me to live. Ahh you and I are friends; aware and prepared for the other. Your heart has an open door; and I want in,
Forevermore.
You know, I don't feel toward you, like you are a brother. It is primal. It is intense.
You come upon me, by so much as a surprise. Your heart glowed, the light shone inside of your eyes.
You couldn't help but put your hands on me; if you could have, you would have jumped atop of me. We smiled, we laughed and took advantage of every opportunity to touch~~~the other.
When we planned, and plotted to get together for a visit. There were specific detailed events we had both meant to discuss. Then, we laid eyes onto each other; and it felt like being crashed into
by a bus. Our best laid plans, for a pleasant quiet visit were laid flat.
Love toyed with us
much like it were a cat.
You couldn't help but to stretch your hand out for mine; you and I were on love's precious time. You couldn't help but turn around and reach your arm toward me; our friendship planted a blooming seed. We don't even have to see each other; to know the other, is there.
Aware of every movement, each word and breath. To not be, would bring love to a painful, agonizing and eternal death.
You make time for me; and we are exposed
one to the other. You never make me sorry; I share and tell you things. Ever chivalrous, bringing me chairs and opening doors for me. You make me laugh; and ask for me to live. Ahh you and I are friends; aware and prepared for the other. Your heart has an open door; and I want in,
Forevermore.
Friday, September 24
Unfettered
I imagine what it'd be like, to fall in love, again.
I imagine what it'd be like to be captured by the heart, which God had sent.
I dream one day I am strong and brave enough; to take love on it's face.
I strive and hope, that one time, I can surrender to the humility it takes to, be in love.
Love in all it's grandeur, in it's royal robe would present itself in
a heart
unchained
unbound
unfettered by the restraints of an un-forgive-ness
unkempt ever slight, and forgetful---forgive-ful
of loves
gone by
I wonder about the love God has sent for me; I ponder about the man God created for me.
Is he surrounded by ghosts of women, ladies and girls who didn't work out for him? Does he search, wonder and dream of me? Does he know he loves me? Do I know I could love again?
I wonder and dream
I question and imagine
a love
a friendship
a passion
I imagine what it'd be like to be captured by the heart, which God had sent.
I dream one day I am strong and brave enough; to take love on it's face.
I strive and hope, that one time, I can surrender to the humility it takes to, be in love.
Love in all it's grandeur, in it's royal robe would present itself in
a heart
unchained
unbound
unfettered by the restraints of an un-forgive-ness
unkempt ever slight, and forgetful---forgive-ful
of loves
gone by
I wonder about the love God has sent for me; I ponder about the man God created for me.
Is he surrounded by ghosts of women, ladies and girls who didn't work out for him? Does he search, wonder and dream of me? Does he know he loves me? Do I know I could love again?
I wonder and dream
I question and imagine
a love
a friendship
a passion
Thursday, September 9
Bad poetry
Love and all it's mystery; brings within the grasp of people, nothing but misery. Love, with all it's silly notions, feelings and emotions
running deep as the ocean.
Love, with it's grand idea; master scheme, night-time filled dreams....
Nothing, is ever, as it seems.
For to love another, is to die a little bit each day; to make, create and clear a way.
For love must come into, be brought into each entire difficult day. It must be number #1, must be the center of all attention. Cared for, tended to, comforted, caressed and surrendered to at any turn; for any reason, through any situation. To ignore, and take for granted leaves lovers in the direst of frustrations; contemplations and love loses it's power
Plus it's elevation.
Love loses it's crown.
To love, ever demanding, ever commanding. It cannot be ignored, will not be denied, and conquers the gravest, ugliest of lies. Of it's own power, in it's own way, with a sweet, light and gentle laugh, a precious innocent giggle.
Ever tyrannical, dynamic and powerful. Sweet, and subtle. Gentle and sweet, patient and forgiving....allowing for each day the two heart's it knows
a life worth living.
running deep as the ocean.
Love, with it's grand idea; master scheme, night-time filled dreams....
Nothing, is ever, as it seems.
For to love another, is to die a little bit each day; to make, create and clear a way.
For love must come into, be brought into each entire difficult day. It must be number #1, must be the center of all attention. Cared for, tended to, comforted, caressed and surrendered to at any turn; for any reason, through any situation. To ignore, and take for granted leaves lovers in the direst of frustrations; contemplations and love loses it's power
Plus it's elevation.
Love loses it's crown.
To love, ever demanding, ever commanding. It cannot be ignored, will not be denied, and conquers the gravest, ugliest of lies. Of it's own power, in it's own way, with a sweet, light and gentle laugh, a precious innocent giggle.
Ever tyrannical, dynamic and powerful. Sweet, and subtle. Gentle and sweet, patient and forgiving....allowing for each day the two heart's it knows
a life worth living.
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