Just the thought of seeing your face, and being near you sends my emotions reeling.....The days go on, and the days go by; and if I couldn't be near you---the best parts and pieces of me would surely die. You make me feel incredibly happy; you're the reason for the bright wide smile across my face. There is no other man to even come close, to how it is you make me feel on the inside.
Even if all we did was sit in silence, sit and be still and ever so quiet....ever so silent----ON the inside of me, my heart rages with emotion for you.....raging, fighting....violent. All I want to do is see you; all I want to do is look into your eyes, hear your voice say my name....aloud. Because it has to come from some where on the inside of you...your heart has to know it.
Your soul has to live it....and all I want to do is be near you....the opposite of me....no one could be more different from me, than you. And still I can't stand to not be near you, talk to you, listen to you....look at you....and wonder what it must be like, to hold you close. TO keep you near.
I can't wait to see you today; I can't wait till we take time out, for each other....giving what is most valuable to us both right now, our time. Our attention....being devoted to a good healthy strong and committed friendship....To each other....
A lifetime, or two my heart, my soul and God created being searched worlds over for you. An ancient love with a spark, a fire, a warmth such as God's. An age old love older than the Earth, it sprung forth before there were beings, before there was birth. It's only goal, it's only journey is to deliver, to bring to men, to the world it's true inherent precious, golden, holy worth. And how the world fought, how the people refused, how the people destroyed and buried, hid and covered......Yet a love like ours will not be denied. IT's nature is to live, to light, to warm and free.
It is pure, holy and knows no different than the one, and the other. Should it present itself, some where and be the most forbidden because of the laws. Natures law, heavens laws and the laws of men. A love which cannot go no farther than what is seen by the eyes watching you. Watching me. A love old as mountains, born within the holiest winds....a love which has not, cannot sin. We cannot be together, bring our hearts completion.
I will live this life till the day I pass through....there will not ever be another love for me, as you. Our love, devotion, fidelity and journey to be together always, to live and love forever. I will live, and die and return....and my love for you will carry me always, to where you are. And the day will come, when we can come together as the one we were created to be. You told me in front of everyone, you love me. You held me close, and called me near. This love knows no fear; there are no empty tears. We are twin souls; who were once whole. We are the one for the other; and Love---God and the ancient universes before all time protect the love, the light and flame that burns within our chest....they fight, and defend fierce, ferocious with all their power, all of their might....a love like ours cannot, will not die.
I'll always wait, always wander. It might not be this lifetime, it may never be here now. It could not be this day; could not be with and without us....there will come a time, there will be a place. My energy, time and space may move on and on and on but a love like this can not ever be gone. My love, heart and fire within will wake with another dawn in search of you. IT may not be for the face of this world to see; under the lights of these shining suns....moving moon and stars...but a love like ours never let's our hearts wander off, too far. As long as it takes; where ever it is. I'll always love, I'll always be with you. You are the one and I am the other.
Could you truly know, and understand---I have to see you, and be with you whenever I can? Are you capable, to comprehend I don't want for the time we spend together to ever come to an end? Your eyes, the sound of your laughter....The feel of your thought on me, long after
The only thing I want, in all the world, is to see your face. You and I fit together like; and shut out, close between us, any vacant space. Nothing, could come between you and me. There is no other man for me. Your strength, and grace. The smile, and sweetened glow when I look at your face. With the nothing we say to each other; on days too full of school, of books, of reading and writing our conversation jam packed full of nuance, notion, solid looks at each other of true love, true devotion.
You make me feel complete; you help me, to live, to love and to be. The world may try; I know other ladies catch your eye. You are not unfaithful to me, where it counts. You are devoted, faithful and bound to me at those sacred places where no other can open their eyes.
To see.
You love, adore and treasure me. We meet in dreams, we walk in fantasy; where ever either is, the other follows closely. Together, no one can overcome the goodness of heavens. Together nothing can injure those our love protects. For love is made of such power; it's time and wonders climbing higher than any tower. Even if and when one of us doesn't believe; in such things as God, as angels and heaven.
They believe in us; they see you and me. Our love, and life and meeting was part of an age old destiny. An ancient event put into motion, at the beginning of the world. I couldn't ever be any one else's girl. You, your love, your life is my entire world. I knew when ever we were one next to the other; without ever seeing your face. I knew, I'd found my one and only place.
I would not be unfaithful to your love, for all of the gold in the world. Whatever may come; I am your girl. I would not dare look toward another, man, as many days as I live. My heart, is no longer, mine--to give. I have reached inside of my chest, grasped it in my hand and offered it in it's tenderness, sweetened, golden emotions
to you. You've come along; that once in a lifetime, man whose asked; and answered the questions burning deep within my eternal soul.You are the other half of me; There is no other man for me to see. I would not wander off too far away; I have curbed my appetite for you make me want to be healthy. I would not go any where, you could not follow. I could not be any where in my soul; in my heart, you could not lead. The rising sun has peaked within my soul; the light and shine of radiance, is love I hold for you. You make me want to take the chance. The smile spread across my face; and dreamy look within my eye is because of thoughts about you.
I would not ever betray your trust; I'll be here for always, even after the both of us are dust.
You make me feel like I could fly; lift my wings, toward the highest skies. Your smile; and laughter are mine, and mine alone. You bring out the absolute best in me; you and I were forever and always meant
to be. First ever we saw each other's shadow, there was no other man for me. You help my head to be in the clouds; my dreams to reach for a star. Where ever you may go; and be. I will not be far. You stop what you are doing; and pay attention to me, like friends and lovers and dreamers should be. You bring to me a source of strength; and courage. You make my love for you a force, my heart ever on the edge of reality; dream and hope.
Without you near me, there is no healthy ways for me to cope. I notice your every face movement, how you purse your bottom and top lip when a smile is breaking out. I notice and listen to you, it is what loving is about. I could live without you; I don't in effect need you. But, how I want you; and have to have you close to me
So
I could breathe.
I have nothing to give to you; save an only true and beating heart. I promise to always answer when you call. I promise to catch you; and hold you, if you ever fall. I promise with all moving parts within and without me I will always have time for you. You will always be my top priority. Your happiness, and life and living and dreaming mean a lot to me.
Because, they are a part of you. You are a part of me; To be in love with you, has set my eternal soul free.
You treat me like, a lady. You always let me know, I am your baby. I've counted down the days; from the very one we ever met. I knew with you I had a winning bet. I didn't even see your face; did not barely, know your name.
And you took my hand into yours; my wild heart was tamed. We spend time talking; visiting and walking. You finish my sentences; as if to be your very own. You melted my heart, which was as cold as stone. You make me laugh; and understand the fragmented, incompleteness of my soul.
To find a man like you
to love
was my entire lifetime goal.
You are the other half of my eternal soul.
You remember, too, how we first met: a dark fall night, studying law. Upon hearing my voice; you glanced from the corner of your eye. I did too.
You captured my very soul; I knew, from then I'd have no where else to go. No other man, to dream of seeing. I was with you, lost in dreams of love and lovers of dream...dreaming...love...
A feeling of the universe crash into itself; and grow again. More brilliant, more bright and grand than it knew it could be. It was because of the love
between you and me. A feeling of a final tide; an only moon. A dream of the heights of the heavens; and all it contained. If I was, with you,
life would always remain.
I know when we are out together; chatting, drinking coffee and visiting that the ladies like to look at you. I know too you can't help but glance back their way. But, don't ever cheat on me.
It will be the end of love, for the world. The treasure, golden and holy love will go away; lifted high upon an empty lonely darkened broken day. There could be no words to say; nor actions to take
that could mend such a heart as mine
held true for only you
should it break. It's been over a year's time; and there is no reason. And surely no damn rhyme. You've stolen my heart away; taken it from night, into difficult day.
To be near you once more; and imagine your heart has an open door. It's been months since we've laid eyes on one another
You know, I don't feel toward you, like you are a brother. It is primal. It is intense.
You come upon me, by so much as a surprise. Your heart glowed, the light shone inside of your eyes.
You couldn't help but put your hands on me; if you could have, you would have jumped atop of me. We smiled, we laughed and took advantage of every opportunity to touch~~~the other.
When we planned, and plotted to get together for a visit. There were specific detailed events we had both meant to discuss. Then, we laid eyes onto each other; and it felt like being crashed into
by a bus. Our best laid plans, for a pleasant quiet visit were laid flat.
Love toyed with us
much like it were a cat.
You couldn't help but to stretch your hand out for mine; you and I were on love's precious time. You couldn't help but turn around and reach your arm toward me; our friendship planted a blooming seed. We don't even have to see each other; to know the other, is there.
Aware of every movement, each word and breath. To not be, would bring love to a painful, agonizing and eternal death.
You make time for me; and we are exposed
one to the other. You never make me sorry; I share and tell you things. Ever chivalrous, bringing me chairs and opening doors for me. You make me laugh; and ask for me to live. Ahh you and I are friends; aware and prepared for the other. Your heart has an open door; and I want in,
Forevermore.
